"Motherhood is not a hobby, it is a calling...It is not something to do if you can squeeze time in. It is what God gave you time for."
This was the first thing I read in the March Ensign, and it was so perfect. Being a mother is hard at times and down right exhausting. And having two kids hasn't made it any easier. But it has been the most rewarding thing and these two kids have blessed my life for the better.
At one month this cutie is still in newborn clothes. I'm still trying to get him to eat more...but honestly, I have no idea how to do that...
And since my kid won't eat a ton, I finally started looking into donating all this milk I have been pumping. I had to get tested and give blood, but I finally was accepted to donate to the NICU's. So here was my first batch that I sent out.
Yep, that is 16 gallons. Amazing, no? You may now call me Heifer Shay.
For Valentines Day we were up north spending time with Ray's family. We didn't have anything planned for the day, so we called up our good friend's Anna and Russell to see if they could play. So Mady wanted to make some Valentines for Gwen and Jonas. They turned out super cute and she was so proud.
Naketa bought Carson and Kaslo the same outfit a while ago. They now both fit in them and just look super cute. Cousin sleepovers are the best, especially in matching outfits.
Sometimes I just can't get over this face. He is just too cute for comfort! Even if he wakes up about 6+ times at night. Still love that face.
My Mom was helping babysitting for a family in the ward and I got to meet this cute chunk!
Would you believe there is only a few weeks difference between these two? Love it!
This month, we took Mady to her first movie at the theatre. She was super excited. We saw the Lego Movie, which was actually pretty awesome. She watched the whole thing and didn't have any problems.
We left Carson with my Mom. It was so nice to have some one on one time with Mady. And I'm sure she appreciated it too.
During February, Ray was gone to work trainings all day for two days and I didn't have a babysitter for this manly stud. So he got to come to work with Mommy. The first day, he did really good for the first 4 hours then we had to go home. So the second day I came prepared.
We're still adjusting to two, but it hasn't been as bad as I thought - especially with Mady. She has been my little helper with Carson. She loves to read him books. She read him one of her favorite books when she was little because she thought it would help him sleep longer at night.

She had heard me complaining and wanted to help. She is such a sweet girl, steadfast and stubborn, but she has such a tender heart. We love both of our kids and just can't get enough of them.